Ex-boyfriend

My ex-boyfriend wrote. It was a complete shock to say the least. I haven't heard from him in months and he ignored the last email I sent. He's invited me to come visit. I can't tell if he really means it or if he's just being nice. Afterall, he's in Bangkok and how often do you know someone there? So he's probably just being nice. But he didn't have to say anything like that. He didn't have to say anything at all. I wonder if he misses me. I miss him.

Why does he decide to write now? Just when things were starting to get better. Just when I could get out of bed without thinking about him. Just when I didn't cry myself to sleep over him. Somehow I knew it was going to happen like this. It's been enough time for him to start questioning what he did. It's been just enough time for me to start living my life without him.

God, it's hard.

I'm just making this a bigger deal than it is. He simply sent me an email. And he simply mentioned I could come visit because he's in an exotic place. He's just being nice.

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