Dreams

Dreamt about John last night. It's weird how this kind of thing comes and goes. In my dream last night he was trying to tell me why he dumped me. I think he was also trying to tell me that he was sorry he did it. Wow, talk about internal anguish coming out in a dream! How pathetic am I? I want him so much still (after a YEAR) that I dream that he wants me back. I'm pathetic and completely broken.